I'M DOING BETTER!!!!

Someone I love very much asked me yesterday what I would do if I could not sing....... I felt that sensation in my chest as if I were going to cry. That kind of feeling when your feelings get hurt. I couldn't create that feeling if I were being paid a million dollars to. It took me a while to respond because I was too focused on my insides not exploding. I know how it is to be without and I vowed to never return to that place again. I believe in me enough to not give up on me..... Ever again. I am one of the most deserving people I know. My faith in god has been shaky before but when you know better, you do better. I KNOW BETTER.