As I lay in bed with a burning soar throat almost in tears once again because of ....... life. I still manage to thank God. I thank God through the good and the bad. I have really been tested this last..... couple of years. I have been on an emotional roller coaster and God knows I hate roller coasters. I had to perform at a wedding this past Saturday and I was filled with emotion and no matter how hard it was to get up on that stage and sing a love song accapella with a crowd of people staring at me while two love birds begin the rest of their lives together, I was struggling to keep it together. The professional in me would not let my feelings show, and as strangers walked up to me and praise my singing, I smiled and said "thank you so much." I had a talk with my cousin and she is as strong as an ox. I am not as strong as her and the moment it looks like I may be having a pity party, she goes bananas. She is not having it and neither am I. OMG my throat hurts so bad. Anyway, I don't care any more who wants me to be what. I don't want to hear from ANYONE what I should be doing, or how I should be doing it.
